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| dont even know where to start because right it just seems like everything is our fault. and right now its just gonna seem like i'm talking shit. well i'm suppose to be going to tulsa this weekend because i got a job and i'll soon be startng school, which i thought was a great idea. a start to put my life and my familys life back on tracc but then again my in laws are talking shit saying that they cant watch my kids, just cos we aint living with them and that we dont fuccing love em. and in the first place they said they didnt have a problem with it. omgod. if i start then imma go on forever. oh how i fuccing hate them right now. they talk so much shit and go on and fuccing tell me that oh they love me, and i'm a good nyab, and they never say anything bad about me/us. stop fuccing fronting and just fuccing say all the shit you want to me, to my fuccing face why ya so scared of saying it aint like i'm gonna fuccing cry. i'm so tired of acting like a good person, i'm so tired of acting like i fuccing like you. god damn if i was a bitch i would say it all just how it is. cos im the motha fuccing truth. no wonder fuccing mai kers husband left. cos he couldnt take ya shit anymore. now i dont even know what to do. shouldve never fuccing moved down here. but since ya was being bitches and crying and shit we really didnt have a choice. dont even fuccing wanna watch my damn kids, it aint like we dont buy em shit and they gotta go out and use they money on shit for our kids.. but when they watch and spend money on they daugthers kid it aint nothing. and he's so fuccing annoying and cries about everything. i dont give a fucc if nigga aint got no fuccing dad. he aint got no fuccing dad cos he couldnt stand living with bitches nomore. i dont even know what to think right now cos it just seems like my marriage is falling apart.. its so fuccing hard and they dont seem to give a fucc cos this is what they want. they want us to fuccing crawl back to em and begg em to take us bacc when theyre the ones that fuccing kicked us out. fuccing bitches. i rather fuccing die then fuccing beg em for shit. i wanna move back in with my parents cos they aint fucced up like that. why the fucc they wanna make everything into such a fuccing big deal. it aint like imma leave my kids with them forever, its just for a fuccing month until i get setteled in fuccing tulsa. they think we have all the fuccing money in the world.. fuccing crying over shit like we dont love em and we dont care, and we wont fuccing buy em a house. ask your fuccing daughters for that shit since ya always licking they shit anyways. always up in they ass like they gonna help ya out. but whatever. it can be this way... but one way or another imma still do what i gotta do for my kids. so fucc you.. when i hear some more shit imma be a bitch and say shit straight now i dont give a fucc if it aint respectful cos i am tired of keeping shit in and fuccing listening to your motha fuccin lies. so shut the fucc up. i can careless if your my mother fuccin mother in law. you guys dont really mean shit to me. | | |
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but anyways my kids are growin up so much, its great! lols but i miss them sleeping thro the whole day and quiet. 
